Marianna

Burning

It's been four months, you and I, round and round, dancing the waltz
24 hours ago I said I was moving on
It's yes, then it's no, and I know I've been playing with your bones
I pulled the trigger on the gun your blood is in my hands

I’m sorry for leading you on
I’m sorry for faking and lying and being romantic when my heart is numb
I’m sorry I know it is late
I'm a renegade
I don’t deserve anything
Gravity pulls me down
I am drawn to your light
And I’m burning
burning

If you ever wonder why I disappeared from your life
It’s because I know you want coins and my wallet is dry
Yet yours are the sweetest of lips my lips had ever tried
Oh and we both know I have a weakness for candy and spice.

I’m sorry, it was just a game
I’m sorry, I lose, you win
Because if I tell you the truth I have always loved you
I’m sorry for my coward heart
And you deserve someone who screams to the world
I love you
But from me
I love you
For no one to hear
So don’t mind if I disappear
Because you deserve every thing